RANTING about PLANKING!

so this is basically gonna be a RANT BLOG about stuff i CANT STAND lol

okay so first topic..PLANKING!..
like wtf is planking? its like laying down? so when ur sleeping..are you planking? i mean come on. u look stupid! im gonna laugh when ur planking on the side of a building and you fall off cause your stupid self was planking!! its stupid just NO... okay thats all about planking lol

second topic... #Swag...
okay if its on facebook just NO dont go there! if u do it on twitter it turns blue and u can click it and see the page or whatever but like i mean.. "im petting my dog..#swag" no!!!! ur petting a dog..thats not swag!! NOONE CARES!

third topic...hmmm OH YEA rolling in the deep by adele...
that song is WAYYYY overplayed! like i hate that song now just cause its overplayed...so ya

FOURTH...BRUNO MARS/GRENADE
okay bruno mars is so stupid for this..okay from the beginning...had ur eyes wide open..why were they open..well how did you know HER eyes were open if urs were closed!!!! soooo WHY WERE YOUR EYES OPEN?? thats just stupid...and catch a grenade for someeone??..that broke your heart??? BULLLSHIT only if i can throw it right back at her/him!! i mean come on...and jump in front of a trian....u would die.. thats stupid...this whole song is just STUPID!


okay ya so ive ranted thanks(:

woah!

the sun keeps shining but i fell like the world has ended. the guy i like...likes my best friend. im not sure what good thing can come out of that? but hey who cares? um o ya i do. i mean where are you know i cant see the light. justin bieber makes everything better!(: im like not even joking his music just speaks to you sometimes major props to him(:

new song I NEED YOU

first song i have ever written on the guitar!!! its called
I Need You
V1: on my way back home i thought i lost everything i had between us all summer long. i got you outta my mind and i was sure i would never need you again but i was wrong
CHORUS: i need you more than earth needs rain, more than a popstar needs her fame. it feels so wrong when your not around like a circus without a clown. i need you more than anything, believe me i mean wat i say, i need you.
V2: i packed my bags and i was gone, back to be alone i couldnt bear to see you again. your face kept comin into my mind, your voice was in my head then i knew i had to admit
CHORUS: i need you more than earth needs rain, more than a popstar needs her fame. it feels so wrong when your not around like a circus without a clown. i need you more than anything, believe me i mean wat i say, i need you X3
RIFT: then i went back to your house and told you what you needed to hear and what i needed to say. then i looked into your eyes and said
CHORUS: i need you more than earth needs rain, more than a popstar needs her fame. it feels so wrong when your not around like a circus without a clown. i need you more than anything, believe me i mean wat i say, i need you.

i have had my eye on this guy pratically since school started. i dont know what it was but he was always right there. i thought i would never find anyone as great. at the time i was shy, i just started a new school and didnt have any friends at all. so getting him to notice me was a hard thing to do because i had to stand out. honestly ive never been the girl to chase after a guy, i just didnt see it being worth anything. because if he broke my heart then i would probably cry alot, which would be very stupid. "everytime you give away one I LOVE YOU from your heart bank, you loose a small piece of your heart, so you can never fully give your heart away to the man who seems to be your night in shining armor"---ashley bollinger. this quote really speaks to me. i never want to give my heart away to a guy who doesnt deserve it. i see most of my friends falling for guys who arent good for them, but they fall any way because they dont give a care. two of my friends that i sit with at lunch tell me about what they do with thier boyfriends and it litterally makes me want to puke. this guy standing right there could be one of those guys that would want to do something over the top of what i wanted so it was scary. i mean i eventually told him about these feelings just last week, and it was a disaster. i had the guts to write him a REALLY LONG MEANINGFUL letter and all he did was read it, crumble it, and throw it away. then he looks at me and says SORRY. how are you going to do that and then say sorry it just doesnt make ANY sense at all. he completely broke my heart. i never gave an i love you away but it kinda felt like he took a piece of my heart anyway. i never felt that way before. i was so sad that i wrote him a song called "i wish i never knew you" (which i will post shortly) and its basically self explanatory. but he made me feel so bad and mad and sad and alll kinds of emotion that was completely pointless. i understand that he never cared even though he says we are BEST FRIENDS? its a total lie. our whole friendship has been a lie. and im absolutely tired of it. BEYOND tired of it. i just dont understand how that benifits him. he is a complete JERK. and i say i never want to talk to him again. and i want to believe it. but i just cant. i think i do honestly love him, which is not fair to me or any boy in my future. he took away a perfectly goood I LOVE YOU, and threw it away.....

okay so my obsession for justin bieber isnt going down lol...i bought his new cd MY WORLD 2.0 the day it came out and ive memorized every single song he has sang. its pathetic i know. and my room is FILLED with posters....ya i LOVE him and i so wish i could met him :)

my music carrear!

FINALLY..my music is gonna take off :). i have an account on itunes that i can get on and put music on itunes! i cant wait :). so just keep reading for future results :)

I LOVE ANN WELLING

miss ann welling makes me feel so good about myself! she is the best ever. she is so freaking adorable lol. she is an AMAZING person. she would NEVER hurt anyone on purpose and she hates talking about people. ann welling if your readin this i love you :) and your amazing DONT EVER CHANGE!!!! and we so gonna make a video for your sister! i cant wait for her album